Surely anyone married to a person with a mental health condition or personality disorder and who is at risk of being emotionally, psychologically or physically harmed is entitled to a dissolution of their marriage. He was very serious about making the change. I categorize the severity of it by saying what percent of the time he is like this. Now, with the knowledge of what shes doing, I will never try to make sense of her, just my reaction to her. So why not work on this relationship now that I can him for what he really is, instead of waiting another 4 years to find out I am just now seeing the same traits in someone new? The very first time my friend yelled at me, I have never known such fear in my life of another person. You may also look for help from organisations that help the families of problem gamblers in your area. My husband definitely changed how he responded to my new way of communicating and living. He will never admit hes wrong. Ive had to learn to detach rather than focus on atttachment. It's much like a child throwing a temper tantrum, and in fact, the mentality that learned this tactic was that of a child. He is unstable and is alsi a habitual liar. Just incase you are still not clear why I am ending this relationship and you are feeling sorry for yourself let me show you why. Personally, I think that by not holding these people accountable, it just happens to create more narcissists. While I was asleep, got my phone and synced with it taking all of my photos my phone showed that his phone synced to mine at 3:53 a.m. And he took things of mine and continued to invade my privacy until suddenly woke at 5:30 and saw him standing at the foot of my bed!!! He does have a unique bond with children in that they adore him, and I wonder if there are other partners of narcissist that have witnessed similiar bonds with children? Sep 3 I looked on the ph billhe talked with her for 6 min on that horrible day he was having, he never said excuse me Ill have to get back to you, Im busy, nope he chitty chatted and dumped on me. Otherwise be kind to yourself by forgiving them, but make sure you are prepared with better scripts next time. Am I supposed to live a life of unhappiness till the kids graduate and pray he doesnt completely f*** them up in the mean time? I have been married for 15 years with two kids with my husband. 6 Walk away while they're talking. Hi Liddabird and welcome, I appreciate your sentiments but if you share children taking them away without court permission is considered kidnapping and most people with NPD are very good at charming the court system. What are they gonna do? I was thinking and came up with. He doesnt seem to be taking me seriously. Who does something like that to their kids? He did say it would get worse as I started to set boundaries etc., he WASNT kidding. Its hard to grasp how this man that professed his love so earnestly and regularly could turn this fast! I thought he was the love of my life!! I guess it was during his good state of mind that I lost that one on one level with him.I weaken abit and did police him because I was having my own feelings. I guess Id have to print your article and brand it into my head since the other way seems to want to come out of my mouth. Im doing my best to deal with everything. Thanx for clarifying. Choose your battles and decide what is important enough to speak about and wait until things are calm. I am over him but we have 3 kids and he has created a life of hell for all of us. He is a textbook case. This has taken me lots of practice, but as I improve, I feel more and more empowered. Hi Kim. As my solicitor said at the time they were far more afraid of her than me. You are right when you say talking does no good. But over the years, I got exhausted. Hi Paula, You story is a great lesson for why it is so important when you are with someone like this that you stay on familiar ground and not get yourself isolated. It is true that our program means you have to do most of the work (in changing how you deal with their abuse) but I do believe that your partner can change as I have seen it in Steve and so many others now. Perhaps your local mental health team? I am committed to make my marriage work! 7 Be leery of future love bombing. You called our landlord while being mad at me and told them WE where not going to renew our lease without telling me. I kept thinking I was going crazy. When he gets mad about you making the police report you need to be ready to say calmly that he did thousands of dollars damage to your car and so of course you needed to report it to make an insurance claim. Unfortunately he died 2 years ago. My parents are divorced. 29 years has taken its toll, it is not easy at all trying to get mentally healthy myself, while protecting myself from further hurt from my husband. I think that is why i am attracted to these kind of people. But Id love to hear him say he wanted to work on it again. To hold yourself accountable, you may choose to tell a trusted friend about ending the relationship or do something too "final" to backtrack too easily on (such as signing the lease on a new apartment far away from the narcissist or blocking them on all social media channels - any step that reminds you of how far you've come and will . that is healthy and will treat her right. It is a freaking living nightmare. My next step is to purchase The Love Safety Net Workbook. My children and now oldest granddaughter cant believe how I do it with him. My story is not so different from many documented here. How do I protect them? [1] Being assertive means advocating for yourself without disrespecting someone else (in this case, the narcissist). As much as he wanted it to look so, he hated the reality of being accountable for anything especially his own word. The consequences of his actions in this situation are hard to tell. It is the hardest thing in the world to accept that the person we love is just not capable of loving. It disgusts me. You simply say I did nothing you deal with it, its your problem. [] (An earlier version of thisarticle was first published on the narcissism Daily Mirror and then at:www.thelovesafetynet.com.) Force them to listen with strong eye contact, confident posture, and an even, firm tone. In. The stress of this is hard and I have known him for a long time. He uses people big time to get what he wants out of life. Im human. He was physical abuseive at times and pretending he did nothing or I lied or to blame me really messes my self worth up. He wants him to be loved under all the pain my friend feels. I have become physically ill from this(lungs). Further if you carry on like a Narc whilst being oblivious to the fact that its you who is actually dragging everyone down..i promptly fire you! It is our lively hood. I do not give up on him for one moment. I say, no you are not going to change this. I have only learned that I must accept being crucified, and still have the opportunity to live forward. He isolates me from his friends because he knows that I see his other self emerge in front of them, and he does not want me to call him out on it (I have done so before, with terrible consequences). regards Thank you Kim. Are you and Steve doing the Radio Talk Shows anymore? He started his job about 6 months ago, since then, he has changed the way things were previously done by pointing out to those in charge how things were un-safehe told me his co workers call him health and safety for a nick namehe doesnt realise how I soooo get the name they have given him and I am afraid he has said too much at work. All the Best! It has me thinking but in my case, I would say that I had the opposite experience. Looking back we both use each other for opposite reasons. But narcissists do not like that idea. Oh, this one is huge. Only you know. I have been a believer and customer of yours for several years now. The last time I tried, he beat me so badly that I almost lost my life. I couldnt believe what I heard coming from him. I dont change easily, to say the least, but, I always enjoy what you teach. In our last phone call (a phone call was a rare event) I confronted him with the bad behavior, some of which is aboveall I got for that was this text, which also said that my words have power over him and IM NOT RESPONSIBLE! He turned that into I am insecure. But she always thought I was better than her. Kim & Steve, thank you for sharing your wisdom. Although it was his decision, not mine, he recently said that he felt abandoned by me before he abandoned me. Unfortunately, my marriage held no hope. New phase, new job, not drinking, instead taking adder all for his ADD he became obsessed with new job working with his parentsthey can be a toxic at times. I dont want to lose him. Is there anything I can do at this point to help the situation? People-Pleasing. [], Your email address will not be published. I fortunately can deal with it all for the most part. MARIE, I do believe he misses meand he loves me as much as he is able to love, but this disability is cyclicand I am much too aware of his cycles. Charlie, it really sounds like he is afraid. I could never imagine that the sweet kind generous woman I promised to love for the rest of my life, could be so deliberately hurtful, so callous and full of spite and disregard for my feelings. People do change but sometimes it takes blood, sweat, and tears. Are you familiar with co-dependence? He manages to spin evey bad situation into someone else being at fault. That will take some time, but our relationship has improved dramatically since I discovered Through The Looking Glass. How do you find the energy to do this? I will be fine. Absolutely! 7 Alexia Demidova The Truth: Once you know, you know and can never unlearn it. "Knowing that a trap exists is the first step in avoiding it." Trauma bonds are a trap that children form that can hold them back from living healthy lives as adults. Your suggestions would probably work with those who have narcissistic tendencies but not people who have malignant narcissism which is a very rare condition. I say he suffers though of course he wont ever admit it. It went from serious concern about his behaviors to the police belittling my call for help (we are not here to solve your relationship problems) and the mental health services deciding Im disturbed and needed to be put in hospital against my will to give me a break from my husband. these epidsodes are down right ridiculous. Have you approached him with these things as you have them stated here in the past? Does this include rape? I dont know enough about your situation to give you much more advice but you can keep things on course if you do not allow yourself to be persuaded to trust him. Thank you. Hi Marje and welcome to our site, Write down what first triggered you getting angry and then go and do something to cheer yourself up and forget about him for awhile. Thank you Kim, reading your stuff has helped me so much to become a stronger person. Reading your post and you said you love him, my heart went out to you because the love will still be there for him. He left and came back many times, but made a fool of me three months ago for the last time. In this article I am not talking about rape, but about people who lie and put others down. Linda, thanks for your insight. Catherine, Just reading all these responses it seems most of the sufferers of this kind of narcissistic abuse are females, and that most abusive narcissists are males; although Im sure there must also be male sufferers of female Ns too.. It appears they are in total denial of their behaviour. Before he comes begging her back! However if they perceive that they do not need you to feel secure and happy you had better find a way to get out quickly because they have no incentive to check their behaviour. I texted him saying I wanted to thank him for the wonderful time I had but being rushed out of the house was not acceptable. It depends on what they are is the role he will play. He calls me stupid bitch and screams in my face. Yes, he blamed me for ruining our relationship. Ive told him a ton of times, it takes two and there I go again pointing out the hurtful things he did. Ive been aware of his N personality for 10 years & actively working on me instead of trying to change him, for the past 3. - Listen to How to hold a Narcissist accountable..Holding a Narcissist accountable requires having some type of leverage against them by The Narcissists' Code instantly on your tablet, phone or . When bubs doesnt sleep and I get a little touchy when he wakes, he go he goes back to bed, I later discover hes gone home and I cop the blame for making him feel unwelcome! Im trying to find a way to heal mentally but he doesnt give me a single chance. The only thing thats good about these types, is getting rid of them, knowing throughout their life, everyone else will dispise them too, sooner or later. It makes me feel good and yet its a fantasy that hes interested in anything I have to say since not one single word of response. It is not done in an effort to hurt anyone, used with bad intention or control them (the Nar), just to guide the outcome of the situation for the best. It has totally changed my marriage. Typical forms of narcissistic supply include sex, power, control, one-sided relationships with no accountability, compliments, subservience, obedience, admiration, and other requirements unique.
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